I have been alone and rejected for so long. So long that after I helped my dance partner across a drain, the feeling of that brief clasp lingers. The yearn for companionship is so strong, that I am just hoping to take our friendship to another level. That little tinge of envy and jealousy when she temporarily changed partners and when she was happily talking to another guy speaks volumes. Yet there are some things in her that I noticed, that are reminiscence of my recent divorce, and it makes me hesitate. Am I able to keep things platonic?
I am believing God for someone. And, I do so hope that she turns up soon. Also I really want someone to hug and cry. Or rather, if someone hugged me with love, and really tightly, the taps will just flow. In a way, I need it. Badly. I just don't know if its her.
I am believing God for someone. And, I do so hope that she turns up soon. Also I really want someone to hug and cry. Or rather, if someone hugged me with love, and really tightly, the taps will just flow. In a way, I need it. Badly. I just don't know if its her.
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