Hoping for a Special Christmas

Going home from work,
Thinking about today,
Wondering about tomorrow,
It is just a typical day.

Looking at the people around,
The couples and families,
Remembering it's almost Christmas,
Wondering if I will ever be like them.

It's two years, yea,
Two years being alone.
It's cold out here, but I'm strong.
I've got Him to carry me on.
Still, I pray and wish,
Don't need snow,
Don't need a Christmas tree,
Just a beautiful moment,
Yea, beneath the mistletoe, that one little kiss.

Chat group's beeping,
Talking about gift exchanges,
And parties and gatherings,
Oh well, guess it ain't that bad.

Still, I scroll down,
Looking at the missed and what-ifs,
Wondering if maybe,
Maybe it'll be one of them.

It's two years, yea,
Two years being alone.
It's cold out here, but I'm strong.
I've got Him to carry me on.
Still, I pray and wish,
Don't need snow,
Don't need a Christmas tree,
Just a beautiful moment,
Yea, beneath the mistletoe, that one little kiss.

I don't need no-one beside me,
I can carry on and get by myself.
Things are going well, but
Wouldn't it be awesomely great
To have someone to share the present with?
Wouldn't it be heartwarming
To have someone to hug, give and love?

It's two years, yea,
Two years being alone.
It's cold out here, but I'm strong.
I've got Him to carry me on.
Still, I pray and wish,
Don't need snow,
Don't need a Christmas tree,
Just a beautiful moment,
Yea, beneath the mistletoe, that one little kiss.

Listening to songs,

Of love, Christmas and hope.

Hoping that maybe,
Just maybe there'll be a miracle,
That it'll be a special Christmas this year.