You'd Think

You'd think she'd be the one,
You'd think that I'd be bold and move,
But I am not too sure,
Oh why is that so?

You'd think she would accept me,
You'd think I would accept her too,
But I worry and hold back,
Oh if only I knew what to do.

I know not how to reach her,
Fearing that she would run,
Afraid of the loss and hurt that will come.
Yet I so badly want her,
To hold her, comfort her and love her,
But I do not know what to do.

You'd think that we would be together,
You'd think that she would free her hands to hold mine,
But I am still waiting...

I cannot stand it any longer.

I am the lonely clueless one,
Never knowing how to bridge the gap,
Across that yawning canyon between.
So close and yet so far;
So fearful that she would turn and leave,
I so wish I knew what to do.

I'd think that I'd love to hold her,
To open my heart to her.
I'd think that I miss her,
To have her only - and her, only me...