You Still Love Him

I still bear a little hope,
That maybe you didn't mean what you said,
But I know it's clear,
That we will never be.
For all the things you said about him,
You still love him deep inside.

I don't know if its right,
That I still pine for you within,
Hoping for a dream
To come through miraculously.
For all the things I thought you did for me,
You still love him deep inside.

So, I'll just close the window,
And blow out the lonely flame
Dancing in the cold night wind.
So, I'll just pluck the bud,
That began to grow on the lonely stem,
Feeling the thorns and the pain
Of never seeing it blossom into a rose.
And I'll just have to pick myself up,
Carry on knowing that you'd never belong to me.

I smile and tell you it's alright,
But you do not see beneath the strength,
That the frozen crystal shattered
Once again into pieces.
For all the things you said to me,
You still love him deep inside.

So, I'll just close the window,
And blow out the lonely flame
Dancing in the cold night wind.
So, I'll just pluck the bud,
That began to grow on the lonely stem,
Feeling the thorns and the pain
Of never seeing it blossom into a rose.
And I'll just have to pick myself up,
Carry on knowing that you'd never belong to me.

Oh why, oh why,
That when my love grows stronger for you,
Only then you turn away.
Oh why, oh why,
That when I decided to open up to you,
Only then you close the door.
Don't you see the clouds gathering beneath the calm,
The rains that have begun to pour,
The lonely heart that cries and screams within?

So, I'll just close the window,
And blow out the lonely flame
Dancing in the cold night wind.
So, I'll just pluck the bud,
That began to grow on the lonely stem,
Feeling the thorns and the pain
Of never seeing it blossom into a rose.
And I'll just have to pick myself up,
Carry on knowing that you'd never belong to me.