Another Heartbreak

My heart weeps silently,
Oh, then it screams and shouts
Why?! What's wrong with me?
Does one failed relationship
Mean that I have failed in life?
Does one failed promise
Mean that I can never succed next time?
Why leave me now
When I've bared my soul and heart?

My heart shatters,
Into a million pieces and more
Like ground powder it becomes.
And it quivers and whimpers
I tried. I really really tried.
I persisted as u wld have me do
And i wished that things were different
Maybe i shouldn't have said it then.
If only....

My heart; the pieces glisten in the light
And then it evaporates,
Oh that beautiful sublime.
It declares in a rainbow colour
I loved you. I truly do.
And i wished that u had loved me too.

An Overdue Entry

Fine drops of evening rain pelting down on me. Its cold and wet, and my thoughts drifted; what little secrets do i have that she does not know. Not my gloomy crushing history, but something private. Maybe cheeky. Maybe...

And i remembered that i once wrote. The ramblings and rantings of a heart, impoverished from the lack of human touch. And so here it is: another entry into this quiet little chronicle of mine ~ :)