It was dusk just before the sun hid under the horizon with its amber glow. The coolness and beauty of the moment combined fittingly with peaceful inner solitude. So many words to describe it. So many emotions and thoughts. But these never came.
And like that moment, floundering always in trying to vocalize my thoughts and feelings. The words that were rehearsed never came out, words of encouragement, sincere compliments, of concern and of love. I can't express myself to those I hold dear. Maybe it's because I don't understand the workings of informal social interactions, I don't know how it works. Maybe it's because I've been alone for too long. Maybe it's because I haven't had a real conversation in years~
But just like that beautiful sunset, those times will always be remembered and cherished quietly in my heart.
