Mixed Signals

In the middle of the night
I'm tossing and turning
I cant sleep with my head spinning
I cant rest when my heart's crying.

She pushes then she pulls,
She smiles then she scowls,
I don't understand what's going on here.
I need a direction, a compass,
The fog's heavy and it aint lifting
I want out but i want in,
O, The confusion of her mixed signals.

I'm thinkin real hard,
Tryin to make sense of it all,
Seeking for the glow of comprehension
And the peace of the matter.

She pushes then she pulls,
She smiles then she scowls,
I don't understand what's going on here.
I need a direction, a compass,
The fog's heavy and it aint lifting
I want out but i want in,
O, The confusion of her mixed signals.

I thought this, I hoped that,
Figuring out her isnt my best,
Cant she see this torment she put me in?
Does she not know im writhing within?

Hot then cold is the worst,
It cracks the hardest rock,
It shreds teh toughest metal,
Where do i get the strength to weather this,
Why do i continue blindly for this
When i fear that it maybe unrequited and for naught?

She pushes then she pulls,
She smiles then she scowls,
I don't understand what's going on here.
I need a direction, a compass,
The fog's heavy and it aint lifting
I want out but i want in,
O, The confusion of her mixed signals.

@->-- Wei Min

I Love You

I love you, with no idea how,
Nor from whence and where.
But I feel that destiny calls,
And we are meant to be.

To be with you is always a joy,
Though I have only seen
Your sparkling smile
And beautiful radiant person.

Because I would love to be,
The one whom you rely on,
The one whom you cry upon,
The one who will love you no matter what.

I will embrace you through your joys
And lift you up when you tear,
I will give you all that I have,
And find more if you need it.

I am not perfect, not at all,
I am not always correct,
I will surely upset and disappoint,
But please forgive me each time I fail.

Please know that for all my rights and wrongs,
My intention is never to hurt you,
Only to love you each and everyday
To be there for you now and always.

I love you, with no idea how,
Nor from whence and where,
But in the deepest parts of my heart,
I love you, I love you, I love you.

@->--- Wei Min

Hope of the New Year

It's a beautiful new year,

Looking ahead to the good,

Bracing in faith against the bad.

Above all hoping for her to be mine.

Been a while since I've seen her,

Really want to hear her voice

The sweet tones that vibrate

The deepest parts of my heart.

Thinking of her, praying,

Hoping that I'd not mess up,

Longing for the chance to

Give my love and my all to her.

In the photos in her FB account,

Her smile sparkles without concealment,

The porcelain dress matching 

Her elegance, charm and radiance.

It's a beautiful new year,

Looking ahead to the good,

Bracing in faith against the bad.

Wondering when we'd hold hands.

@->--- Wei Min